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Monday, June 27, 2005
Time and Humanity

Time doesn't matter. At least not in the sense that humanity measures it. Days can have the same impact that weeks or months do; it's more about the individual and how he/she changes and experiences life each moment.
To me, this past week has seemed like a month. I've been dealing with new situations and slowly confronting/ignoring recent emotions. I wish that things weren't like they are in so many ways. I miss the way last month went. However, life is life. This is just a part of it. I have learned so much about myself in the past month and a half. I really have, as unfortunate as it may be that it had to come from this situation that had to be like this.
Time is something different to everyone, though, and so actions that I may take now without any thought given to time as seen in the eyes of all whom I interact with may come across as hasty or irresponsible or disrespectful or showing of my feelings. Really, though, it will take a greater understanding to realize that what I do now doesn't change what I have been feeling, what I did feel, what I would still be feeling, what I still feel. It's just...agh.

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"What is life? A thousand roads, a thousand ways. And why am I so afraid to move? I crossed the line. I'm stepping out so come what may. I give it all 'cause I'm drawn to You. As long my heart is beating... Where You lead me, I will follow. Where You lead me, I'd give my life away. Where You lead me, I will follow forever and a day. Forever and a day. I can't deny You're very presence is my life and why would I ever turn away? 'Cause deep inside I know that I cannot rely on anything less than faith. As long as my heart is beating. Where You lead me, I will follow. Where You lead me, I'd give my life away. Where You lead me, I will follow forever and a day. This is all I'm dreaming of...To live completely in Your love. So this is life. Where You lead me, I'd give my life away. Where You lead me I will follow forever and a day. Where You lead me I will follow. Where You lead me, I'd give my life away. Where You lead me, I will follow forever and a day. Forever and a day.

"Just think of this and me as just a few of many thing to lie around, to clutter up your shelves. And I wish you weren't worth the wait because there's somet hings I'd like to say to you. I don't think that you know what you've been missing 'cause I don't think that you know what you've been missing. I dare you to forget those marks you left across my neck from those nights when we were both found at our best. I could make this obvious, and you, you could deny me all in one breath. you could shurg me off your shoulders. I don't think that you know what you've been missing 'cause I don't think that you know what you've been missing. Hey, lush, have fun. It's the weekend. Hey, lush, have fun. Hey, lush, have fun. It's the weekend. Hey, lush, have fun. I don't think that you know what you've been missing, 'cause I don't think that you know what you've been missing. Just forget me, it's just that simple. Just forget me. It's that simple."


"A subdoed silence Undisturbed by the sound of her breath So carefully, brush her hair Back from her eyes In steady sequence one by one She slips away So close your eyes and sleep to dream I'm by your side No words to speak We'll set our course and make it through No matter how far I go My heart remains with you And I'm not sure what I'm looking for But its clear to see The purpose of my existence is laying here in front of me And if all else fails you can look up at the sky because its the same one that shines above you and I and if all else fails you can close your eyes and I'll be right beside you I'll be the one by your side No matter how far I go No matter how much this hurts I wanted you to know My heart remains with you."


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